offically the first

So here we go, or rather I go.  I have wanted to do a blog for a long time now, and just never had the guts to do it.  New day, new way!  Just ran up to OakBrook mall.  Geez why do I feel like I have to dress up every time I go there?  You should see what people wear there, all dolled up!  I would say that it is an elite mall, yet I am surprised by some people that I see there.  Why?  I don't know I guess it just makes me feel like I do fit in, sort of! 

Why is it that I think of all these funny things to say in the shower, yet when I get ready to write them down here I am at a loss, Oh wait maybe it's like when I sing in the shower, I sound so awesome and then when I sing in the kitchen I am self-conscious.  One of my son's friends said, "you should sing on American Idol!"  such a nice boy!!!  I didn't have the heart to tell him how many, many years away I am from the cut off age!  Let me just relish that comment!  I find it crazy to think that those kids, on American Idol, can truly know that that is what they want to do with their lives at that age.  I am still floundering around on what I want to do, don't get me wrong I have tried many things, and I am sure those experiences will make their way into this blog.  I love to sing, I'd love to be a background singer in my next life!  How cool would that be?  The outfits, the cool dance moves and traveling to all the different cities!  WHAP! ok enough of that...

So this blog will be my voice, on what I think.  I won't skirt around the things I want to say, I will just say them, because in the end it is what we want to say not what we should say, that seperates us from blending in with everyone else.  "I don't blend" 

I have these people in my life that constantly "quote" movie quotes.  One time at dinner they made an entire conversation out of movie quotes, and my 5 year old back then, kept up with them.  Now sometimes they are out right hilarious in certain situations, but SOMETIMES they are so blatantly annoying that I could pull my hair out!

Off subject AGAIN!  See, the voices in my head need an outlet.  Hopefully this will teach me to focus, I serisouly doubt it, but there is always hope!

I hope today brings you laughter, we could all use a dose of that daily!